March 2012
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Like or reblog this post if you have recovered or...
officially recovered :)
i was never really awful, but every few month i used to cut.
then i met my wonderful boyfriend and lost all urges.
not only that, but if i do get the urge at all, i know i wont do anything because he told me he won’t deal with my harming myself, and i DO NOT want to lose him :)
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leaving on Saturday for a cruise with just my boyfriend :) I cannot wait, it’s going to be the best week ever! :D
I also have the hope of keeping up with my blog when I get back.
I’ve been slacking terribly on posting and my weightless, but my sisters wedding is coming up in august and I wanna be the hot maid of honor :)
Hope everyone has been well, enjoy your spring breaks,...
February 2012
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sorry for neglecting my blog again, I guess that’s what happens when you get a boyfriend and he makes you this happy :)
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ask me :)
going to go buy a scratching post for my nuisance cat and then go for a swim for the first time in a while. i hope my bronchitis takes a chill pill so i can actually get some exercise.
leave me questions or messages in my ask box so i can be excited for something when i get home? pretty please, i’ll ask you things back and love you forever :)
i also am about to put up my starting weight...
superduperwhaleshark asked: Thankyou! (racetofitness) x
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back on track
After a couple weeks of stressful school and being really sick, I am finally back on track to lose weight. This week I have been eating only healthy and I feel amazing :) although I am still sick, so I am starting my run10k program next week. I can’t wait, it looks promising. I am buying my bridesmaid dress for my sisters wedding in two weeks, so let’s hope I can slim down a size or...
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beyoudearest-deactivated2012031 asked: hey thanks for the follow, how are you?
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technicolour-nightmare asked: 19, 25, 26 (:
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Anonymous asked: what's your diet/exercise regime like?
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distract me :)
someone ask me random/personal questions and distract me from studying about cancer and nasogastric tubes. please :) i’ll love you forever and ever.
i don’t want your pity, but no one ever talks to me :( how sad.
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Dating
Has anybody else discovered how much fun dating is? like not relationships, but going on dates with various gentlemen? I have a date to a hockey game tomorrow, and two other dinner dates later this week. Its just all so new and exciting, I love it! :) any potential boyfriends? We shall see! I hope you all are having as fantastic of a day as I am
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technicolour-nightmare asked: Where are you from?
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ask me :)
someone ask me personal questions, please?
I’ll ask you questions back! :)
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January 2012
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lovehastobereaaal2 asked: thanks for following.. and im sure youre already beautiful the way you are :)
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ER
I think I’m going to go to the ER when my roommate gets home and can take me. I haven’t been able to stand up and walk around all day. It’s really weird. Whenever I’m not lying down I feel really dizzy, lightheaded, and nauseous like I’m about to pass out. I’ve fallen down several times trying to move around my house. I have been drinking water like crazy and...
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fuck my life.
seriously, weirdest thing ever. i clear all the clothes off my bed to go to sleep and theres a razor blade there. just sitting on my bed. i have noo idea where it came from. i have nothing with razor blades around my house. i am so confused as to why it was there. more importantly, seeing it gave me the urge to cut again. i haven’t since i was a teenager. fuck my life.
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I'm scared
I almost passed out again today, several times in a row. I was in class and could tell I’d pass out if I didn’t leave put my head between my knees. After I felt better, I went back to class and it happened again. So I sat outside until the class was over. I ate an drank more than enough today, so I’m totally confused why this would happen. I’m scared something is wrong with...
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opheiliac asked: Thanks for the follow! :)
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